I know that he doesn't want me anymore and he's moved on in his heart. I have to accept that. But it hurts sooo badly. I haven't been able to eat for 2 days. I guess that's why they call it the "divorce diet". I think he "left me" a long, long time ago so this is easier for him. Not so much for me.

I just wish he would spend time with the kids or at least call them or something. That's just not like him. He loves his kids.