I'm going to get through this, right, God? My heart feels broken in a million pieces, my head is pounding, I haven't been able to eat for days, I can't stop crying and I feel like my chest is caving in. The pain of rejection and missing him will go away, right? please, God.... It's so hard to accept that he doesn't love me anymore. How can it be so and how long has it been since he loved me?