I have to remember who I am. To hear him talk, I am a complete failure. I should never be upset or vocal about his shortcomings as a husband or father. I should just accept it indefinitely, carry more and more of the burden on myself until I kill myself with stress and exhaustion. Never mind that he does absolutely NOTHING for me as a husband. He treats me like shit and expects I should do whatever he wants. Well, buddy, you've got to give some to get some. You give nothing, you get nothing. He calls me names and says I live in a delusional world. The only delusions I have is that he will change and that he will someday love me and become the kind of husband I need and father my children need. He won't change. He just wants to blame everything on me. This is getting harder and harder to live with. I have to think about the kids. I just have to think about the kids.
I'm pretty sure I hate him now.
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