leaving

he says he's going to bed now and he's getting things ready in the morning to leave. he refuses to accept that he has a chemical imbalance in the form of depression. instead he wants to blame for making him "lose motivation" to do anything in life. whatever.

so here we go again. he moves out. he puts the kids through this crap. i'm so sick of it. the real problem is that i am a mirror in front of him that shows him where he's falling short. he wants to be lazy, lack initiative, unambitious and uninvolved in much of life. i'm a constant reminder to him that he can't do that. it pisses him off.

so now he's leaving......again. He says talking to me is a waste of oxygen. I told him that he is a waste of a human being.